Here comes the hate again. None of you can ever just lay off, can you? Some of you are so fucking rude.
I just wanna be happy
I believe that everything happends for a reason, people fall in love for a reason, people loose people for a reason. i’ve been so happy the past few days. my boyfriend is my everything and idk what id do without him. But tonight was horrible and amazing for me, I was having suicidal thoughts again tonight. but my boyfriend held me tight and was there for me the hole night. i love him so much hes amazing. i’ve been so confused lately on if i love my life or hate it. im just trying to stay positive and be happy. But it’s so hard. my mind races about the past and how my father beat me. i just want to be happy. but its so fucking hard









